Hannah Staines

2002 - 2002
LocationWalsall
Age0
Date of Birth12/2002
Date of Death12/2002
Visitors2,835 since 25/09/2007
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To all my GTS friends who light candles and leave tributes for Hannah,you will never know how much
it means to me.Thank you just doesn't seem enough for helping me to keep her memory alive.
xxxx


If you light a candle for Hannah could you be kind enough to light one for my best friends little
girl Samantha Preece. Her Mom hasn't seen her site yet and I'm hoping it brings a little
comfort, thank you for reading



Please bear with me, this story is hard to tell.


I miscarried a baby at 8 weeks and I was totally devastated. Not long after I found out I was
pregnant with you Hannah. I was so excited but so nervous. I couldn't bear to look at the
screen when I had my 12 week scan I was so scared. If only I had known that was the only time I
would have seen you alive. (Daddy told me you did a somersault as soon as you came up on the
screen).

Everything was fine for the next few weeks, then one I didn't feel right. I went to the
hospital and was sent to the womens department. A doctor there tried to listen to your heart beat
but couldn't find it. So she got a midwife to come and have a go she couldn't find it
either. I knew then something wasn't right.Finally a consultant came to do a scan, as soon as a
I looked at the screen I knew you had gone.

I was told to come back the next morning to get some tablets to induce labour. I went home feeling
so empty. I convinced myself they were wrong and I could still feel you kicking.

The next day I had another scan to confirm you had gone. I was given some tablets and told they
would take 48 to work. I went home, I don't know how I got through the waiting game.

The next day pains started and I knew you were going to come, I went back to the hospital, they told
me it hadn't been 48 hours and nothing was happening and sent me home again.

A couple of hours later the pain got bad and I could feel you coming into the world. Daddy phoned an
ambulance, they arrived really quickly and you came into the world. (I can remember thinking they
have left muddy footprints on my carpet, strange how your mind works faced with tragedy).

So at 9.48am 29th Decemer 2002 you were born at home in Mommy and Daddys bed.

The ambulance took me to the hospital where we were treated really bad. Mommy just wanted to go
home. They didn't tell us we could have a funeral for you.

A week later I got a phone call from the bereavement counsellor apologising for no one being in
touch. Someone went on holiday and didn't bother to tell her about you being born.We were then
told we could have you blessed in the hospital chapel and buried in a special section of the
cemetery just for little angels like you.

It bought a little comfort knowing you were with other angel babies and we had somewhere to come and
visit you.No hurt will ever compare to watching your tiny white coffin go into the ground.
Mommy's heart is broken forever.

You now have a little brother Kian who has bought so much joy into my life, but could never replace
you,Unfortunately your Daddy couldn't cope with me being pregnant again and we split up when I
was 10 weeks pregnant with Kian.

I know to a lot you are forgotten and a thing of the past, but to me you will always be in my heart
.sleep peacefully sweet angel xxx


Heaven's Baby Castle


In a baby's castle just beyond my eye
My baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy

Who am I to wish her back into this world of strife?
No, play on my baby, you have eternal life

When all around is silent and sleep forsakes my eyes
I'll hear her tiny footsteps come running at my side

Her little hand caresses me so tenderly and sweet
I'll breathe a little prayer and close my eyes and embrace her in my sleep

Now I have a treasure I rate above all other
I have known true glory - I am still her mother


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My Dear Family xx
It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...

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I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...

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I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrops
I so wish I could erase...

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I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realise...

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I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...

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You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...

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I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...

Jackie Summerford (Friend) October 11, 2009

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♥ღ♥ My eyes have seen the yellow sand,
my ears have heard their cries.
And I have watched a million hands
reach out to wave good-bye.
I've said good-bye so many times.
I've walked the earth alone,
and I have lived a million lives
just searching for my home.

I'll climb the highest mountain peaks,
I'll ford the deepest streams.
I'll touch you with my memories
and hold you with my dreams.
For love's the greatest miracle
our eyes will ever see.
I'm still alive! I will survive ♥ღ♥ xxx

Jackie Summerford (Friend) February 7, 2009

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They say there are no tears in Heaven,
But that must be wrong today.
Because you took part of my broken heart,
When you went away.
I know my tears must have followed you,
How else can it be?
My Spirit feels so broken,
Beause you’re no longer here with me.
They say someday I will accept your passing,
But, right now that can’t be true,
Because part of me is in Heaven,
My tears..... followed you....

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Jackie Summerford (Friend) January 9, 2009

Each year I resolve with the strongest intent
To be better this year than the last.
And I work very hard; the rules hardly get bent,
But this discipline gets old so fast!


But with this new year I just know I’ll win out,
Just watch how I do and you’ll see!
I’m not going to have yet another blowout;
I’ll be good as I know I can be.


But, if wicked things beckon, and I’m not so strong,
If I weaken and fall on my ast,
I’ll be thankful again that you’ll help me along
As you have during all new years past.


I’m so grateful that you’re my (gts friend)! Happy New Year!

Tania Coakley (Friend) January 1, 2009

happy birthday

Wow can hardly believe it's been 6 years since you came into the world peacefully asleep. Where has the time gone? I still think about you and wonder how you would have looked and all of the things I have missed out on, first smile,first tooth, first step. I miss you so much sweetheart and look forward to the day I can hold you in my arms again. till then play freely with the angels I love you lots Mommy xx

Linda (Mom) December 29, 2008

happy birthday

Wow can hardly believe it's been 6 years since you came into the world peacefully asleep. Where has the time gone? I still think about you and wonder how you would have looked and all of the things I have missed out on, first smile,first tooth, first step. I miss you so much sweetheart and look forward to the day I can hold you in my arms again. till then play freely with the angels I love you lots Mommy xx

Linda (Mom) December 29, 2008

xxx We are sending a dove to heaven with a parcel on its wings. Be careful how you open it its full of beautiful things. Inside are a million kisses wrapped up in a million hugs. Peaceful Christmas to you & all your loved ones xxx

Jackie Summerford (Friend) December 26, 2008

Happy Christmas Sweetheart

Hope santa brings you lots of nice toys to play with all the other angel babies. xx

Linda (Mom) December 24, 2008

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THANK YOU FOR LIGHTING CANDLES FOR MY SON PAUL.

I would like to thank you for leaving tributes and pictures for Paul he would be so shocked to see how many people come on here for him.Its a very hard time of the year for every one who has lost someonne and and each and every angel will be missed so much.There are so many lovely people on here who take time to light candles every day and the messages they leave are so kind,ive met some really caring people it so nice to know there are people out there who care.
THANK YOU AGAIN AND HAVE A LOVELY CHRISTMAS AND A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR.I WILL BE THINKING ABOUT YOU AND YOUR PRECIOUS ANGEL SENDING YOU MY LOVE

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Violet Paul Muirheads Mum (Friend) December 12, 2008
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