| Location | Walsall |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 12/2002 |
| Date of Death | 12/2002 |
| Visitors | 3,159 since 25/09/2007 |
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To all my GTS friends who light candles and leave tributes for Hannah,you will never know how much it means to me.Thank you just doesn't seem enough for helping me to keep her memory alive. xxxx
If you light a candle for Hannah could you be kind enough to light one for my best friends little girl Samantha Preece. Her Mom hasn't seen her site yet and I'm hoping it brings a little comfort, thank you for reading
Please bear with me, this story is hard to tell.
I miscarried a baby at 8 weeks and I was totally devastated. Not long after I found out I was pregnant with you Hannah. I was so excited but so nervous. I couldn't bear to look at the screen when I had my 12 week scan I was so scared. If only I had known that was the only time I would have seen you alive. (Daddy told me you did a somersault as soon as you came up on the screen).
Everything was fine for the next few weeks, then one I didn't feel right. I went to the hospital and was sent to the womens department. A doctor there tried to listen to your heart beat but couldn't find it. So she got a midwife to come and have a go she couldn't find it either. I knew then something wasn't right.Finally a consultant came to do a scan, as soon as a I looked at the screen I knew you had gone.
I was told to come back the next morning to get some tablets to induce labour. I went home feeling so empty. I convinced myself they were wrong and I could still feel you kicking.
The next day I had another scan to confirm you had gone. I was given some tablets and told they would take 48 to work. I went home, I don't know how I got through the waiting game.
The next day pains started and I knew you were going to come, I went back to the hospital, they told me it hadn't been 48 hours and nothing was happening and sent me home again.
A couple of hours later the pain got bad and I could feel you coming into the world. Daddy phoned an ambulance, they arrived really quickly and you came into the world. (I can remember thinking they have left muddy footprints on my carpet, strange how your mind works faced with tragedy).
So at 9.48am 29th Decemer 2002 you were born at home in Mommy and Daddys bed.
The ambulance took me to the hospital where we were treated really bad. Mommy just wanted to go home. They didn't tell us we could have a funeral for you.
A week later I got a phone call from the bereavement counsellor apologising for no one being in touch. Someone went on holiday and didn't bother to tell her about you being born.We were then told we could have you blessed in the hospital chapel and buried in a special section of the cemetery just for little angels like you.
It bought a little comfort knowing you were with other angel babies and we had somewhere to come and visit you.No hurt will ever compare to watching your tiny white coffin go into the ground. Mommy's heart is broken forever.
You now have a little brother Kian who has bought so much joy into my life, but could never replace you,Unfortunately your Daddy couldn't cope with me being pregnant again and we split up when I was 10 weeks pregnant with Kian.
I know to a lot you are forgotten and a thing of the past, but to me you will always be in my heart .sleep peacefully sweet angel xxx
Heaven's Baby Castle
In a baby's castle just beyond my eye
My baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy
Who am I to wish her back into this world of strife?
No, play on my baby, you have eternal life
When all around is silent and sleep forsakes my eyes
I'll hear her tiny footsteps come running at my side
Her little hand caresses me so tenderly and sweet
I'll breathe a little prayer and close my eyes and embrace her in my sleep
Now I have a treasure I rate above all other
I have known true glory - I am still her mother
Nanny
Hello honey, I have been and scattered some of Nanny's ashes on your plot. I can come and see you both at the same time now. please give nanny a big hug for me, I miss you both soooo much xxx
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I saw you through my window
My brilliant shining light
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Giving guidance through the night
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Each with a loving glow
Help to lift our spirits
When we're feeling really low
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To make us feel alright
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For me,please keep on shining
Warm me with your glow
For one day i will be like you
Sending all my love below
copyright Vicky Deaville 9/4/2011
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If I had one last day
to tell you what's inside.
I'd tell you that i'm sorry
for all the times i've lied.
I'd tell you that i need you
to hold my hand today.
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please to stay.
You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would.
And say I'd love to stay
If only I really could.
Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever i was blue,
you'd wipe my tears and whisper softly
Don't cry I Love you too.
If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how i feel
I'd say whats in my heart.
If I had one last day
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away
In my heart, you'll never die.
☆ If every tear we shed for you, became a star up above.☆ You'd stroll in Heavens garden lit with everlasting love ☆ If only we could turn back time, Life once again would be so fine. ☆ Time would pass, you'd still be here, To have, to hold, to love so dear.☆
My Dear Family xx
It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...
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I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...
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I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrops
I so wish I could erase...
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I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realise...
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I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...
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You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...
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I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...
TO MY FRIEND ON VALENTINES DAY
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